I want to use this voice to convey to you that when you are feeling the most unable to think of an answer or stymied in what you are doing, that is when there are most beings with you. You may feel as if you are alone in the desert, but you are not; you are in an oasis of beings of light. And they shall survive all difficulties, just as you will. You might not understand this but it is truth.
As you flail against these obstacles they wait. When you are calm, when you are willing, then they help. And never forget to ask. Ask for your growth—that it be to the highest that you can do—and it shall be. It is not necessary to suffer. It is a choice.