T – what is the highest information for this part of my journey?

Beautiful woman, you allow other people to overpower you often. It is very important for you to be heard.  You should work towards being the leader.  I can even feel your heart beat faster at the thought of that, but that is what you need to do.  You need to bring forth your voice.  You are a strong, beautiful being.  People assume things about you that are not true.  And  you feel it does not matter, but it does.  You are much stronger than they think.  Stand strong.  Be radiant.  This spiritual path is definitely important but you will walk one between a very accepted path and a very different path.  Find where you feel comfortable, somewhere in between.  Don’t follow other people’s rituals, create your own.