Jeanette asks is about spirituality.  She is struggling in the spiritual realm and wants to know what she is to God.  

Dearest Jeanette, you are of God.  You are light of God. Of course you are the love of God. Spirituality is not a system of control, not a religion.  You are spiritual my child—for you look, you listen, you see, you hear.  You’re willing to look all around you and wonder what your place is.  You wonder if your footprint is important, and you’ve only yet begun, my dear.  Yes, every being you touch; every eye you meet, you help.  You are an amazing being.  Do not doubt that you are loved and that you are of love.   To know this.  You know that you love. You are filled with it.  How could you not be of God?