So much has happened and is happening in my life, I am not even sure what it is I am to ask of you. Perhaps direction. I find myself in a situation where I want to put someone behind bars. He is a danger to the vulnerable of this world. I also find myself in a place of starting from square one – but with much more wisdom. I feel very safe and guided but sometimes I – well I like to know. I cannot write the details and so I feel as if I am writing in code at the moment. I hope that spirit will know how best to respond even though there is no specifics.
The guide’s response:
Bless you my child for reaching out. Bless you my child for loving yourself to begin your healing. Bless you for knowing that all beings must grow and move forward. You say you are at the beginning and yet you still carry with you a burden that holds you back in that place of no growth that you struggled with for such a long time.
But now with clarity of mind, you fear the choice it gives you. So replace the fear with love and see what the choice is now. If you were to love your vulnerable self, what is the choice now? If you are to see vulnerability in others, and this is possible for you have walked it and know it well, would you not protect them? So, you walk a very thin line of healing, protecting, vulnerability and yet knowing that you deserve the best and are moving forward–but what a heavy burden to drag with you.
How to make this part of you without being so, well, the creator of chaos? Dearest one, you have always been a peace maker. And those that prey upon the vulnerable know they are vulnerable and work against their mind and understanding. How do you, a peacemaker who has never taken up any ability to fight, step forward at this time? By saying it, by doing it, one little step at a time. You know you will have to—you just need to decide when.
Oh, I want you to know that you are amazing, that you have come to the physical world as a great teacher, that you are by no means weak or unable to do this task. Stand in the light my dear. You have the ability to move mountains. You just need to believe in you. Bless you and fear not, for you are not alone.