Lost in the past instead of being in the present moment
Maurice says, “I can’t recognize myself no more. I’m lost in my love life, work etc… What happened to me? I’m always thinking about the past when it was more happy moments?
Why is it that this being thinks only about the past instead of the very moment that they be in? Often, it is because something is unfinished, incomplete. So, dear one, address each situation and understand that you had choices. You took actions, so own them now and understand as to why you did these actions. And don’t be afraid to be in the moment of pain, or discomfort. Don’t be afraid to not recognize yourself. You have grown, you have evolved, you have changed. It isn’t the case that that will be the only happy time. But you will not let yourself be happy right now for you do not feel it is complete. Be in it, feel in it, roll around in the pain of it until you are tired of it. And then stand and shake it off and realize you have grown. And your steps forward will be stronger, your love will be more vibrant and you more radiant. Bless you my child.
It is hard to know where to start or which question to ask but I will stick to what is most pressing. I feel a deep connection to someone that I first met about 12 yrs ago. We are like ships passing at night and see each other by chance a couple of times each year. He is very much on my mind and I believe we could be true friends but things have never got off the ground. I think about him a lot but realise feelings are only on my part. When together we have had some great times but also some difficult ones too! It seems impossible to get close to him. Do we have a past life connection and if so were we in a relationship and did we have a child? There have been times when it has felt like he has seen me more clearly than those closer to me. Do we have unfinished business in this life? and does he recognise the connection or is it all in my mind? I find it very hard to accept I may never be close to him, and I know we are not meant to be together romantically. It however feels a huge waste of what I think could be a deep friendship.
Thank you for listening