Blessed, dearest one, many questions, many fears, many truths. You are very confused for you have worked very hard to trust your inner voice, your self knowing, your truth. And now you are trying to push it away. Now doubting something you have worked very hard to attain. And now you don’t know where you stand.

Let go of all things my dearest one and go to that place of inner light, of knowing of yourself. You are a family. You have wonderful, wonderful children. They grow and they are beautiful. This being that returns into your path awakes part of you, the sexual, the womanly, and the necessary parts of being whole. And as soon as something comes that you find that your truth does not fit, you are ready to throw out your whole truth, and push yourself into a place, in an old pattern. When you are unsure of that, it is a time to be still.

It is a time to allow states to grow. You will find even your own choices have not been made lately. You find you chose for others and not for you. Think well of this my dear. It is a moment and time of great growth but you are fearing stepping backwards. I am not saying that it cannot grow and move forward. But you are trying to move forward right now. You must think well in this. Trust in you again, my dear. Trust in the beauty and wonder of you and what you offer. Bless you my child. You are not alone. Can I give you reassurances of what lies ahead? No–I can only tell you, you must make choices and therein lies your growth.

I know. She doesn’t want to feel what her feelings are telling her. She has worked very hard to be able to hear her own inner voice. I will not give her the choices to make.

Yes, it must be.