The purpose of writing your life story
Vanessa says that during a reading with a medium about a year ago, her deceased mother and daughter asked her to write a story of her life. She says, “It seemed ridiculous because I am not a famous person, my life has been somewhat difficult and a little bit different, but not special enough to write a book about it, I would say. Still, I promised I would try and am about 2/3 of the way through it. Can you tell me why I would have been asked to do this odd thing? As I write it, I feel foolish that I am doing it.
Why would a being feel foolish to talk about their life? That is the question. Not so much that she was asked to do it. For a part of her wants to do it, part of her needs in this process to heal her path, to see it for all its wonder. To see the magnificence of many things she has done and is not willing to give herself that. This one is a very evolved being.
Many times a being will follow a path (for instance as in writing a certain text) but the process of writing was not so much to instruct others as to heal themselves. And this perchance be what she needs to do. An opportunity to focus on what is really important. This one has such magnificence and in some ways has limited herself. Mnn.
Keep writing. Humor yourself. Do not feel foolish, for there is nothing about your path that should make you feel this way. Keep on with your writing.
First, thank you for this site. I like the boldness of the spirit guides in their responses. I have read mostly all of the submittals and responses on this site. Self Love is the name of the game. Right now, I do not have a lot for myself. I feel that I have tried so hard to succeed in life in every way and have failed in the most important ways. I know they will say there is no failure so I will say that I feel so so far behind compared to a physiologically healthy (I have pmdd, depression, and some other issues.) and bodacious person. I have lived with fear most of my life due to my violent and insecure childhood experiences. I have struggled to fit in with peers but many handicaps here – had a lot of fights in childhood, was attacked, harrassed, and rejected by many peers en masse, and today considered perhaps somewhat socially inept when it comes to making and keeping friends and standing up for myself. I changed my ways and graduated valedictorian in high school but throughout I feared opening my mouth for recreating the violence and attacks that I had left. Thus, I had a very hard time making friends and was often rejected. Oh this hurt so much. It was like damned if I do and damned if I don’t. I did not know what else to do.The guides may already know that I come from a childhood of some physical abandonment(left alone to fend for self),neglect, and drug abuse(mom was drug addict), and violence in the family. I feel sort of silly being 40 something and still dealing with this crap. I feel alone. I wanted my life to be so different- so much better. This is a cry for help. I want to be done with my fears. I want to have at least a close group of friends I can hang out with. I want to settle down and have my own place. God has been good to me. I feel bad if I sound ungrateful or ignore any good in my life. This is not the case. I want to live life like Tyra Banks. I mean I want to be healthy mentally, physically and emotionally, have friends that I do things with,and able to help others as well as my self. I want to be fearless and bold and confident. Can you tell me, in a non-esoteric and frank way, why my life has been so difficult for me? More importantly, do you know what I need to do to have that which I so much want? That is probably a loaded question so please work with me here. You know all that I have done in an effort to get to that place which I seek emotionally and physically. I have had counseling and I take medication. I have material success. I want to fill my void. It is like I have been pounding away on a boulder from different angles for so many years but each time I still hit metal that I have not been able to break through. Right now, I question why, if I be an old soul, do I have problems like these? I would think I would be beyond this by now after so many lifetimes and even having lived as a nun. I do not want this pain. It is physical and emotional and it really hurts. It really hurts me. (Gina)
What a great site I stumbled into, such a great service to those in need. I would like to thankyou for helping others in this way.While I have no question for you I would be interested in whether your spirits could answer a problem that was so far away. I am in New Zealand, the other end of the world.I would be pleased should the spirits speak of me at all.
Thank you Daryin and Glennis for your kind comments. Jane and I will be getting together soon to do some channeling and I’ll ask on your behalf. Glennis, I’m not sure how it’s possible, but the guides seem to have no problem focusing in on individuals anywhere in the world. I think I’ll ask them how that’s possible.Joanna