Oh dearest one, you are doing just fine. You are an evolved being. You are very often confused about this physical world and its conditions of acceptance and society’s needs, but in following your own truth you are very good. Be not afraid of it though. There is a little bit of fear within you that you need to dissolve away.
What you had with your dear friend—it still exists. It was never more than that. He did have a promise but it was not a deep, long lasting, or evolved. You’re overwhelmed with emotion because you are such a tender soul—and need very much to reconnect with a being that you have known in many lifetimes. As to whether this is going to happen or not, it is taking some time. And your frustration is noted.
There is a being that you are going to meet that you are going to be very happy with. Trust in this my child. Trust in all your steps. You are doing very well.
When a promise is complete with a person, you have the choice of moving forward or staying with them. That one needs to move forward. Know this.