Violets writes, “Before you disregard this post, please consider this question seriously because I truly am asking it in utter seriousness. What I want to know is why am I so obsessed with popping pimples, picking scabs and draining pus from wounds? Whenever I have a wound that is infected or see someone with an infected wound, a pimple or scab, I become very intent on cleaning out the pus. I almost feel like an animal, I have this need to clean out wounds until they are free of infection. I know it sounds weird. Can you explain why? It’s like this visceral drive I have, it’s very powerful.”
It is from a past life, dear–one that is still very present within you. For you do not leave all the learning from a past life; you carry it with you in your vibrational code. As you evolve it will be less strong. It was simply a recent experience—a doctor you were. And of course you know yourself how the medical has changed. It used to be that things were lanced and opened and cleaned. You lived in a time of the great plague where there were so many of these terrible sores and you knew very well that there was something insidious within them. To make balance with that life that you are in now you have learned many things about this but there is still a deep knowledge of it having to be released, eradicated. To be present in your existence now you need to be very understanding of being right here and now, very present in this world. It isn’t a compulsion; it is a knowledge, a knowing deep within you of that that was. But now in your world there are other ways of dealing with these things and of course the plague does not exist in the same way. Although there are areas in the world where it exists.
So now there are promises at hand, which are not eradicating sores, but of loving and healing–in a different way. You have a wonderful talent of sound. I’m not going to tell you about it, but I want you to try to bring more music into your life. It eases you and helps you to be very present in this promise that you are here now for. Don’t feel badly about that that you are. Ancient doctors can do wondrous things. Much love to you.