New Day Rose – So far I am not content with any area of my life. What am I even doing? Everything looks easy when I see other people succeed at the things I want to accomplish. I seem to have a harder time with everything I attempt. I also feel that I am missing out on opportunities to enjoy my life.
Oh, blessed one, of course it looks easy for other people to do their work. If you knew exactly how to do every promise that you have chosen, it would be easy. But that isn’t the way it is. When you choose a task to learn in a lifetime it must have difficulties. This idea that life should be a breeze is a false one, my dear.
There are amazing achievements that give you great pleasure. But sometimes the greatest difficulties bring you much pleasure when you have grown and when you have moved through it. You are quickly bored with things. You get very frustrated with yourself. You are highly intelligent and you need to be patient because there is so much more to each of the things you think you want to do.
You are drawn in a certain direction, but there are many levels to it. You ask yourself over and over why, why, why? Start saying how. Show me how. Open for me the path that I need to be in. Stop questioning and digging your feet in and start asking show me how, put the light on this that I see so dark and make it bright.
There are many beings of light, or angels, or guides of spirit, or whatever you wish to call them that are there to assist you. You have a great creative force and because of this creative force you can often get off on another tangent instead of doing what you need to do.
Maybe you need to take that amazing imagination and put it to task. Create a life, a path, a story, a tale, a song, a piece of music. These things all tickle your fancy, but you know you think there are demands from your physical world. I will tell you that if you take care of the passion in your life and fulfill it, the needs are taken care of. They will fall at your feet if you stop struggling against your path. And everyone isn’t having a better time than you, my dear. That is quite funny. They all look across the fence and wonder why you are having such a good time.
No, my blessed one, you are not lost. You are exactly where you should be. You know, many look to you for advice. They see you as the center of the intelligence in your groups, in your communities and you do hide that gentle heart. You want them to be impressed with you. You feel good at that. You like attention but are bored with the way in which you get it.
So, create, my dearest one, it is all there for you. Create. Your body will hold if you listen to its beautiful beat. Treat it like the finest gift you ever had. You worry sometimes that you have not given it the attention you should have. Listen to its true being. That is your soul, your spirit, your energy, your music, your song, whatever you wish to call it. Pay attention to it and you will know the direction to go in. You cannot fool your own being. Know this.